I’ve been afraid of changing, because I built my life around you but time makes
you bolder, children get older…I’m getting older too.
The Dixie Chicks are the soundtrack to my life.
My best friend, once a love-cynic has fallen in love.
Another best friend did a Bourne-style merge.
One best friend made me cry by saying nice things about me.
I have built my life around these people…..
But I’m leaving in 26 days.
To watch bulls chase men, eat space cakes in Amsterdam, serve beers to englishmen, learn a bit of french, maybe fall in love under the eiffel tower….
I am leaving to go on an adventure.
I have a two year working visa and it seems like just going for six months is a waste, but I’m not sure if I can stand a life where I don’t have the people I have built my life around.
Like my parents, I need to get away from them.They created me, but they don’t own me…and my mum doesn’t understand that. Her tight regime is killing me and our relationship.
So either way January next year…I shall be making a new home.
I suppose that’s exciting.
One last thing - Sarah Jessica Parker needs to learn that wearing heels in the desert is NOT ON!!