HELLO! (hey joe wanna give it a go?)
today has been a day of pure nothingness.
I blame it on the weather man. However I like days like today. Raining on and off. Cool enough to stay wrapped up in a blanket. Watch movies. Like I said, pure nothingness.
A day I would, if I could, spend with a lover.
I'm so intent on having a lover.
(I love saying the word lover)
It's so good to have someone there. To cuddle, to kiss, to spoon, to laugh with, flirt with, to play hide the sausage haha. Sorry...but seriously. On a day like this what would be better than doing all of those things? On what days is there something better?
Don't read this and think I'm unable to function without a LOVER. I'm far from the girl that has been sexually active since 15 and had a boyfriend since 12 and a half. (it's admirable that my imaginary girl stayed strong till 15!) I've never had a boyfriend. Just been used and abused. It's my fault really. I let it happen but I too have used and abused...
Ugh. And I hate that I'm thinking like this! It's so depressing and needy, everything I dislike. But that's how it is, that's how I feel. Yeah I am able to function without a LOVER, because I have my insanely, infinitely (can't think of another I adjective) friends.
So goodbye, I've had enough of my LOVER ramblings and I'm sure you had enough at hello.
goodbye my LOVER
haha. lover.
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